How does anyone get anywhere at all? One minute you’re lying on the couch after a tiresome day at work and the other you’re witnessing the end of the world from far away, watching the sun In its final stage. 5.5/Apple/26 becomes a date, and you wonder just what is wrong with the world. Maybe it strikes you a minute later, maybe it happens when you’re on the brink of death, that it’s not the world, but you who hasn’t changed.
But you have nothing to fear, you see, you just feel that you haven’t changed, resistance to change is your defense mechanism…But equilibrium is a clever little thing. It’s only when you’ve come very far, that you realise how much have you really transformed. Drop in a couple of existential crises here and there, but when you take a step back, you realise that you went from “oh I’m alone, let me masturbate” to “Fucking hell, I’m alone, let me finally do the laundry I have been putting off”. Some people call it adulting, but is it really that? Being aware of your responsibilities, is adulting?(note that adulting may or may not be a word). I’d leave that question to you.
So, should you, or should you not change? I’ll say, sit back and relax, it’s not under your control anyway. People may preach “Be the change you want to see around you” (guilty 😅) Oh honey, you’re doing a good job anyway. You may feel that you’re spiralling down the way you are, because you are the way you are. Can’t you just enjoy the ride?
Science says future is decided. Look it up, There’ll be an article on that soon too. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying you shouldn’t do anything to uplift yourself or the people around you. I’m saying, that, is all you really can do. You can’t stop black holes from forming, you can’t stop a supernovae, you obviously can’t travel to the end of the universe,cause there is none! But find peace in the fact, that the only real change that really counts, is something that you are doing without even thinking about it. I’m talking about entropy. With every breath you take, every *thought* you *think* of, you’re increasing the entropy of this universe.
So how did I get here? Well it’s a question that doesn’t really need an answer. The only fact that matters, is that I did. When I say, “I” ,I also mean you. We’re all state functions. We may all be all dumplings in this primordial soup, but your parents had sex. Yeah that, they definitely did.